120212

120212
What a nice day...
Hope that my mood is good today too!

Yup... Have not been writting blog for nearly a month....
How's life...
I think should be fine...even is not at times :P

2nd month in 2012...

I feel that I suddenly grow more mature in some of my thoughts...
Which I can't share here... or share with anyone...

Come to terms that, "Whatever is whatever"....
不是你的怎么强求也没用，是你的怎么也逃不了。。。
最近有了鸵鸟心态，以为不面对就逃得了。。。自欺欺人。。。

是看透了某些事？
是明白了某些事？

I know that I have my limtiations...
I know that I have my borderline...
Struggle so hard... in the end, everything is just a word...
Even fight for it...in the end, you will realise that you still need others to support you...

Ya... good in a way....but bad in a way...
What am I writing?
Something which is similar to describe my feelings...

Ya... tired in a way....
But how to express in a sentence to make you understand better?

Ya... upset in a way....
But how to make myself feel better?

Ya... considerate in a way....
But how to make you know that we need alot of effort to make this happen?

In order to distract myself from thinking too much in some thing...
The only way is to perform better in my job....
That will make me feel alot alot better...

总结，我不甘愿平凡。。。