Have been really busy at work most of the time...
I feel that I have the "lazy" feeling when I want to finish the long standing paper work...
So just leave it and it piles up! My god...
Don't dare to imagine that...
Well, I like Sunday the most...
Cos I will not receive any call from the drs and SNs...
I have my own peace of mind...
Btw, Monday will be the most "scary" time for me...
Nevermind, just先甜后苦after a week's of hard work!!!
This week is a week of "reflection"....
Reflection on my "work", my "attitude", my "relationship", my "family"....
Work: Have been asking myself, how to be efficient enough, confident enough, passionate enough and responsible enough... Always have the feelings that I can do better... And I should do better... Finding a better way to cope with the inner feelings that only myself can understand!
Attitude: Try to be as independent, confident, considerate, passionate...
Try not to grumble, not so hot tempered, not so narrow minded....
I am really trying my very best...As I really want to be a better person... In every aspect in my life...
Relationship: Have been together for 6 years plus... It is not easy... I try to be as tolerate as I can... It is a long journey...Well, I know that both of us need to put in effort to maintain the relationship...I try not to listen any others' words as I know I am the one getting along with u... I really try to be a neutral person...A lot of reflections and communications...I believe that we can be happy together...as long as we believe in each other...
Family: 2 sisters are likely to leave Penang to pursue their studies... My heart was sinking that day when I talked to my youngest sister over the phone due to some reasons...I know how u feel...but sometimes, because of life, no choice but to sacrify something in our life... I love my family alot although I spend less time with them...
The most precious photo in my life where everyone is around...
I really need some therapeutic therapy to make me feel peace and calm:
I want to go for a holiday!
I want a massage!
I want to listen to natural music with aroma atmosphere!
I want retail therapy!
I want to sleep!
That's all... I hope that I will have a bright week ahead! :)