August the 1st

August the 1st 2011...
I thought I will have a good start...
Actually everyday also have this feeling...
But usually end up...so many things happen...
However, I still believe there is a better tomorrow!

Everything seems fine today...
Until end of the day...
I was facing some difficulty in work...
Hard to described...Difficult to express...

I was told by boss that I should be more assertive and talk more to advocate...
The feeling was like...I know...I already tried my best...
Maybe I should try harder...I know my weakness...
Too reliance on someone for help...
I should be more confidence...
I should be more assertive...
I should be more creative...

Good is not enough...
Need to be better and the target is to be "the best"...
Expectation makes one improves...
Expectation makes one work better....

I always think that others have done better than me...
I always have the feelings that I can do things better...
I always think that why I can't meet their expectation...

Force myself to be better...
Is a feeling that I won't tell others...
I just hope that I can learn from all the mistakes and do something better...

I want to tell myself...
I should learn to be better...
From day to day...
1st of August 2011, done some reflections...

I will be better one day...Hang there!!!