I'm Fine...
I look Fine...
I'm pretty Fine...
Don't feel like I'm Fine?
Well...:)I just need a space to be emo somehow:P
I have to admit that days have passed and come to a conclusion that...
I have really "high" tolerance...
That not everybody can be that...
I'm not trying to "show off" how good and how considerate I'm...
But I just have to admit that, somehow, I'm good and fine...
Because, I really learn not to have high hopes or expectation on things that you know that there is a limitation in fulfilling...
Experienced a few times and I should learn...
Don't try to say that how evil I am to you when this happens...
Don't expect me to be "emotion-less"...
Don't expect me to be considerate all the time...
On the other hand, I keep telling myself to be as calm as I can...
Because I should foresee the worst to make myself feel better...
I don't like to really "pin point" who, what is the incident, how is it effecting me...
Why should I be bothered?
I just feel that I need a space to write out...my own feelings...
Disappointed at times...
Sad at times...
But I tell myself, not ever tear nor blaime...
Things just happened out of control...
Awareness is important...Not ever to cry over the spilt milk...
Well, went to Popular today...It is a place where I found some "emotional" therapy to heal myself when I'm down...
I saw this Popteen at Popular... Bought it without a second thought...
Yeah, I was attracted by the the cover! Should have some "on diet" tips in this magazine...:)
Like the magazine...Feel Happy after all...:)
Earth still there, Life goes on... I'm a very tough girl who can overcome every inner feelings very "independently".... Leave me alone tonight and tomorrow will be better day!
Just telling myself: Jen, you have grown alot...you are mature than previously... It is not easy the way...but you have made it! Never ever give up and look down yourself... Appreciate and love yourself!:)
Here i come to cheer you up! \(^,^)/
ReplyDeleteLove your last sentence the most,
[Appreciate and love yourself!]