Today, I have very low mood...
Thinking alot of things that I have to keep to myself...
Ppl would say that I shouldn't think that much...
But how to? Is it possible that if we don't think the problem can resolve itself?
Im really very moody and mean to you...
I really can't control myself....
Something keep floating in my mind....
I thought that I am a cheerful and +ve person...
But come to a point of time, I feel that myself "EXHAUSTED"
Those thoughts are in my mind...on and off...
I try to keep myself calm and relax...
But I have to overcome it myself...
I am a "worrior"... but I have to tell myself to be a "warrior" to "fight" with all my problems...
Different ppl will have a different view on the problems one face...
To you it is not a problem but to me it affects me alot...
To you it is a problem but to me it doesn't matter...
This is why some people will just commit suicide or overdose over small matter...
But even how difficult the situation and how miserable I can be...
I will still face the music...
This is how I cope with...Maybe a very low mood in this minute...Very excited in the next moment....\
I trust in myself... To overcome all the circumstances...in a way....
Please do not come and give me a solution... I need u to listen and understand but not to provide solution...It is just an insult to me if you come with a solution and teach me how to deal with my problems...I need somebody to really be with me to understand my deep feelings...If you are not prepared...I can help myself...dont worry...

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